~Believe in him, Believe in me

There was a time when I was alone

Nowhere to go and no place to call home

My only friend was the man in the moon

And even sometimes he would go away, too

"Lost Boy" by Ruth B

I still believe.. 

• The dress I am wearing is called Wendy, it's at Enchantment for just a few more days. Glitzz is a new sponsor of mine. ~squees!~ This dress comes in several colors (Black, blue, pink, and white) Each are very sexy and pretty. I just HAD to blog it. The pose that I am using, actually COMES with the dress. Bonus for pose whores like myself. :)

.....that every good story should have a happy ending. That sometimes what is seen on the surface isn't always what you should believe. I've always loved the story of Peter Pan but I often wonder what would have happened if Wendy had grown up in Neverland would she have fallen in love with Captain Hook? Sometimes the bad guy needs to be loved too. :) \

I still believe...

Pose came with Wendy dress

.... in love at first sight, I believe that you can love more than one person at a time. That our hearts our capable of so much more. I still believe in the magic of the holidays. I believe in the things that go bump in the night.... I still believe.... 

• Something about updo's that I felt really top'd off this outfit (no pun intended), it almost gave me a tinkerbell look but that isn't really what I was going for, I just loved what Helyanwe Vindaloo did with this updo and had to share it. I love that I could tint my hair lightly pink on the ends to go with the dress. I also glossed my lips with a heart shape kiss by La Boheme. MWAH... I wonder if I kiss your cheek if I leave my heart imprinted on you? Maybe? 

He sprinkled me in pixie dust and told me to believe

Believe in him and believe in me

Together we will fly away in a cloud of green

To your beautiful destiny

As we soared above the town that never loved me

I realized I finally had a family

Soon enough we reached Neverland

Peacefully my feet hit the sand

And ever since that day...

Even though I'm a girl, not really a "lost boy" the song "Lost Boy" just sinks into my heart and my soul.. I love the lyrics, I love the meaning.. It's as if I was lost.. but with my favorite stories I'm right where I belong.

• My tattoo by White Widow and the !bang stands are also at Enchantment. There are several different poses for you to choose from. I actually put mine into a pose stand then raised it so it looked like I was flying. Last but surely not least I painted my nails with Whispers of Winter by Dark Passions. For me no outfit is complete without my nail polishes. Sadly the Cosmetic Fair ends today but don't despair, Miss B will have it in store soon so you should RUSH there and buy. And shop and snag up some of her gift cards that she has available for your friends or just be greedy and buy for yourself. *NODS convinsingly* Shop her sales and just SHOP. :) So there are several colors to this polish but here are four of my favorites. 

Peter Pan, Tinker Bell, Wendy Darling

Even Captain Hook

You are my perfect story book

Neverland, I love you so,

You are now my home sweet home

Forever a lost boy at last

And for always I will say...

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

And when we're bored we play in the woods

Always on the run from Captain Hook

"Run, run, lost boy," they say to me.

Away from all of reality

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

Events

We <3 Roleplay

Cosmetic Fair  ENDING TODAY

November 15th-30th

Enchantement Nov 11 to Dec 5

The Kawaii Project November 15-December 10th

Namrah's Look:


Body:
Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro
Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle
Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing


Outfit:
[Glitzz] Sexy Wendy - Pink - | ℒϊssค βØЋм (lissa.bohm) @ Enchantement


Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:
DP - Koffin Nails - Whispers of Winter | BCreative Wilde @ Cosmetic Fair
La Boheme |Santana Lumiere
[LB Kissable Lips] Heart 7 @ We <3 Roleplay
[White~Widow] Neverland - Black | Julie Hastings @ Enchantement


Hair/Eyes:
Doe: Biji - Fatpack @ The Kawaii Project | Helyanwe Vindaloo
IKON Hope Eyes - Blush | Ikon Innovia)


Poses:
Pose- !bang  stands 580-584 | Luna Jubilee @ Enchantement

Location: Blaze Winter Wonderland

Lost Boy by Ruth B

~All of the stars~

So open your eyes and see

The way our horizons meet

And all of the lights will lead

Into the night with me

And I know these scars will bleed

But both of our hearts believe

All of these stars will guide us home

*All event/creator details are listed at the bottom*

Kaithleen's put out this little black dress called Serena for the 24 event that was in late October, early November. I love how little black dresses always make me feel sexy no matter what's going on my life, I slip on a sexy black dress and the world changes. I grabbed Cedric because we have't had much time together over the last few months since I went back to work. We used the !bang pose from the November round of We <3 Roleplay called Akin.

I wandered over to another event to pick up this pose by Eternal Dream called pouch, it comes with several model like poses, I chose this one to show off my make up and nails! My make up is by La Boheme available at the Cosmetic Fair, and my polish is by Dark Passions, also at the Cosmetic Fair. I feel so pretty! And sexy. Ready to take on the world or just snuggle by my man. 

Another shot of the pose Akin, Cedric was wonderful to pose with me.

Below is a collection of colors you get in the nail polishes by Dark Passions, Black Gloss Glitter Tips  I love the tips and how they sparkle. 

Events

We <3 Roleplay 

Cosmetic Fair November 15th-30th 

Enchantement Nov 11 to Dec 5

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

Kaithleen's Serena Dress - Black | Kaithleen Brody (zlyskritek)

REIGN.- Bow Pumps (S-High)- Black |  Oրհεlἶმ Kεղმძεε F. Rεἶցղ (kenadeecole)

Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:

DP - Koffin Nails -  Black Gloss Glitter Tips | BCreative Wilde @ Cosmetic Fair

La Boheme |Santana Lumiere

[LB Glamour Eyes] Circe Set 2 - 1 @ We <3 Roleplay

[LB Kissable Lips] Ombre Set 2 - 7 @ We <3 Roleplay

La Boheme |Santana Lumiere @ We <3 Roleplay

[White~Widow - NORMAL] Neverland - Black | Julie Hastings @ Enchantement

Hair/Eyes:

Magika [Hair] Meadow

IKON Hope Eyes - Paradise | Ikon Innovia)

Poses:

Pose- !bang Akin | Luna Jubilee @ We <3 Roleplay

*Eternal Dream* Pouch 01 | Fata Boa

~Love myself

I'm gonna put my body first

And love me so hard 'til it hurts

I know how to scream out the words

Scream the words

(I love me)

Gonna love myself, no, I don't need anybody else

I adore the song "Love myself" by Hailee Steinfeild. I think the message is empowering. We need to love ourselves before others can love us. To me I'm not a person who looks at the glass as half empty but as half full who's ready to fill it with more fun things. Lately, I've been trying to love myself more. To stop being around people who constantly look for the bad in everything. I decided to love myself enough to put on this sexy little dress by 20.Five, I went for the soft pink but there are a few other choices that I could have chosen. Then I stared in the mirror. In real life, I'm not much for makeup but on SL... I love wearing makeup, especially by LaBoheme. I love her makeup because when I wear it, it doesn't do whacky things to my eyes like some makes up do. After applying my smoking eye shadow, I decided to make my lips kissable!. (Colors listed in my credits.)

I'll take it nice and slow

Feeling good on my own without you, yeah

Got me speaking in tongues

The beautiful, it comes without you, yeah

With reminding myself to love myself, it brings me to those that can't. Who always look for the bad in every situation. Who can't be happy for what they do have, or what they're given. I've never understood people like this, I've never understood pessimistic people. I want to say that I get it, but no.. no I can't say that I do. I spent 8 years with a guy who was the biggest pessimist. There was negative in everything, and after awhile it just drains you down so much that I had to get out or I was either going to kill him or myself, lol. (No seriously I wouldn't have done either, but I knew that I had to get out to save my self and my soul.)

I'm gonna put my body first

And love me so hard 'til it hurts

I know how to scream out the words

Scream the words

After awhile, no matter how hard you try, how much you give to a person, it simply isn't enough. Of course at the end of the day it's always blamed on others, they can't look in the mirror and say "I was at fault in this too." I know when I left my boyfriend after 8 years, I knew I was to blame too, it wasn't all on him. There were so many factors in our life that WASN'T good, we did have a lot of good times and we do remain friends to this day. He's actually one of my best friends, but at the end of the day, we were meant to be friends and not in a relationship anymore.

I guess the point of all this for me is... Love yourself, love yourself more then anyone else does. Take care of you, be happy for the good things that are GOOD and that are RIGHT. The rest will fall into place. But if you focus on all the bad, and you constantly criticize others, at some point, they're going to walk away because they'll either start to get depressed because nothing they do is good enough, or they know that nothing they ever do will be good enough so it's safer to move on before they're emotionally destroyed.

Sorry for such a heavy blog. I've actually been sitting on this for a few days trying to decide, but then decided to write it and publish it.

Events

We <3 Roleplay 

Cosmetic Fair November 15th-30th 

Thrift Shop Nov 8-29

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

20.FIVE Mesh: Neus |  beanster Potato (New Release)

Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:

La Boheme |Santana Lumiere

[LB Glamour Eyes] Circe Set 2 - 2 @ We <3 Roleplay

[LB Kissable Lips] Ombre Set 2 - 10 @ We <3 Roleplay

[LB Ombre Glossy Set3 Pink] (OMNI Set - Slink Omega Maitreya) @ Cosmetic Fair for Nov.

La Boheme |Santana Lumiere @ We <3 Roleplay

Hair/Eyes:

Exile:In These Shoes? |  Kavar Cleanslate

IKON Hope Eyes - Denim | Ikon Innovia)

Poses:

Pose- Something New – Blog my Pose| Allyson Dwyer- Thrift Shop

~Echo of my heart..

I pretend I can always leave

Free to go whenever I please

But then the sound of my desperate calls

Echo off these dungeon walls

I've crossed the line from mad to sane

A thousand times and back again

I love you baby, I'm in chains

I'm in chains

It is never very hard for me to kneel, it's never hard for me to love. Sometimes when I love, I love so deeply that I ache with it. I ache with the need, the hunger and the desire to be needed and loved in return. Sometimes it hurts to to need to be accepted and loved so much. I think that's sometimes in relationships I get hurt, because I wear my heart on my sleeve, yet sometimes, I forget to communicate, to tell those around me what I need, what I'm feeling because I don't want to lose them OR hurt them either.  

I applied to blog for the Kinky Monthly awhile back, my beautiful sister Savvy blogs for them, and I was really impressed by the quality of items she was blogging so I decided to step out from under my rock and apply. I was thrilled when I was accepted. Even though I'm a pretty open book sometimes it's not very easy to strip down and expose myself to others. I'm often told what an extrovert I am, if they only knew how much I was shaking on the inside. I fake it good!

Enough about me and my rambling insecurities, lets talk about this event, what I'm wearing and what I'm blogging about! The outfit is by SALT Casha dress up. I'm wearing teal but it comes in a plethora of other colors, it also comes in a tied version and an untied version. I'm wearing the teal tied version.

Should have known passing through the gate

That once inside I could not escape

I never thought this could happen to me

Never thought this is where I'd be

I'm in chains

The prop I am using is the new group gift from Something Erotic for the month of November called Caged. I was with Ally the night she was working on this and I was like OMG I have to have that! I have to use it, and it worked perfectly for this blog entry. Ty Ally. :) It has several different poses for you to use that I've used throughout my blog post. My hair is by Doe that you can find at the November round of Uber. I loved how soft it looked, I image that if my Daddy and I had a place with a basement and we could have this type of cage, in order to prepare for Him, I would wear a revealing outfit like this, as well as pulling my hair up and to the side so that I could enjoy His use of me.

I finished my look off with La Boheme, My cosmopolitian eye make up and glossy rose lipstick are a former new release BUT the Charisma nail polish? Are you ready for this? IT IS FREE right now.. uh huh you heard me FREE. How do you get it, I hear you asking in your head... like Namrah GET TO THE POINT NOW... I love a good tease :) Here's the catch it's ONLY Free until November 5th. So, if you want it.. you better HURRY. And while you're there, dig around for the Dirty Turkey Hunt gift, another wonderful freebie. Santana is converting a lot of her nails, these particular ones are now available in Slink, Maitreya and she's now added the Omega hud for other users. Amazing! 10 different colors for silver and 10 different colors for gold. I'm wearing the silver bottom tipped ones. 

~*Souzou Eien*~ The Crucible Dungeon Skybox by Draconias Timeless

Last but certainly NOT least is a dungeon that's available at Kinky Monthly. Personally, I do not think my pictures that I took do this magnificent build justice, but I wanted to share it with you anyways. The cages that you can see do open and close. There are quite a few neat features about this dungeon.  The door to the far left Opens, but it's just a skybox, so you could put a teleporter there I suppose. I'm not very good at that stuff, so I just landmark things *chuckles*, BUT I love this dungeon. This one is actually my sister Savvy's. She left it up and I borrowed it. Everyone SHOULD and MUST have this dungeon. :)

Events

Kinky Monthly

From October 25th to November 20th

Uber

Open until November 23rd

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

SALT Casha Dress-Teal Tied up | Quinta Ruban (skotte25) ~Co Owner of SALT

Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:

*DANIKA* ~CryBaby~ pink makeup - (tears only) | Dani Knelstrom

La Boheme | Santana Lumiere 

[La Boheme Lips] Glossy Rose 10

[LB COS006] Cosmopolitan - Teal
[LB Charisma ] *Manicure/Pedicure

Hair/Eyes:
Doe: Posie @ Uber

IKON Hope Eyes- Denim | Ikon Innovia

Poses:

 Something Erotic: Caged ~New Release November Group Gift | Allyson Dwyer

Build:

~*Souzou Eien*~ The Crucible Dungeon Skybox | Draconias Timeless

La Boheme Chairsma Polish Free from November 1st to November 5th

Song Inspiration Chains by Tina Arena