~Echo of my heart..

I pretend I can always leave

Free to go whenever I please

But then the sound of my desperate calls

Echo off these dungeon walls

I've crossed the line from mad to sane

A thousand times and back again

I love you baby, I'm in chains

I'm in chains

It is never very hard for me to kneel, it's never hard for me to love. Sometimes when I love, I love so deeply that I ache with it. I ache with the need, the hunger and the desire to be needed and loved in return. Sometimes it hurts to to need to be accepted and loved so much. I think that's sometimes in relationships I get hurt, because I wear my heart on my sleeve, yet sometimes, I forget to communicate, to tell those around me what I need, what I'm feeling because I don't want to lose them OR hurt them either.  

I applied to blog for the Kinky Monthly awhile back, my beautiful sister Savvy blogs for them, and I was really impressed by the quality of items she was blogging so I decided to step out from under my rock and apply. I was thrilled when I was accepted. Even though I'm a pretty open book sometimes it's not very easy to strip down and expose myself to others. I'm often told what an extrovert I am, if they only knew how much I was shaking on the inside. I fake it good!

Enough about me and my rambling insecurities, lets talk about this event, what I'm wearing and what I'm blogging about! The outfit is by SALT Casha dress up. I'm wearing teal but it comes in a plethora of other colors, it also comes in a tied version and an untied version. I'm wearing the teal tied version.

Should have known passing through the gate

That once inside I could not escape

I never thought this could happen to me

Never thought this is where I'd be

I'm in chains

The prop I am using is the new group gift from Something Erotic for the month of November called Caged. I was with Ally the night she was working on this and I was like OMG I have to have that! I have to use it, and it worked perfectly for this blog entry. Ty Ally. :) It has several different poses for you to use that I've used throughout my blog post. My hair is by Doe that you can find at the November round of Uber. I loved how soft it looked, I image that if my Daddy and I had a place with a basement and we could have this type of cage, in order to prepare for Him, I would wear a revealing outfit like this, as well as pulling my hair up and to the side so that I could enjoy His use of me.

I finished my look off with La Boheme, My cosmopolitian eye make up and glossy rose lipstick are a former new release BUT the Charisma nail polish? Are you ready for this? IT IS FREE right now.. uh huh you heard me FREE. How do you get it, I hear you asking in your head... like Namrah GET TO THE POINT NOW... I love a good tease :) Here's the catch it's ONLY Free until November 5th. So, if you want it.. you better HURRY. And while you're there, dig around for the Dirty Turkey Hunt gift, another wonderful freebie. Santana is converting a lot of her nails, these particular ones are now available in Slink, Maitreya and she's now added the Omega hud for other users. Amazing! 10 different colors for silver and 10 different colors for gold. I'm wearing the silver bottom tipped ones. 

~*Souzou Eien*~ The Crucible Dungeon Skybox by Draconias Timeless

Last but certainly NOT least is a dungeon that's available at Kinky Monthly. Personally, I do not think my pictures that I took do this magnificent build justice, but I wanted to share it with you anyways. The cages that you can see do open and close. There are quite a few neat features about this dungeon.  The door to the far left Opens, but it's just a skybox, so you could put a teleporter there I suppose. I'm not very good at that stuff, so I just landmark things *chuckles*, BUT I love this dungeon. This one is actually my sister Savvy's. She left it up and I borrowed it. Everyone SHOULD and MUST have this dungeon. :)

Events

Kinky Monthly

From October 25th to November 20th

Uber

Open until November 23rd

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

SALT Casha Dress-Teal Tied up | Quinta Ruban (skotte25) ~Co Owner of SALT

Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:

*DANIKA* ~CryBaby~ pink makeup - (tears only) | Dani Knelstrom

La Boheme | Santana Lumiere 

[La Boheme Lips] Glossy Rose 10

[LB COS006] Cosmopolitan - Teal
[LB Charisma ] *Manicure/Pedicure

Hair/Eyes:
Doe: Posie @ Uber

IKON Hope Eyes- Denim | Ikon Innovia

Poses:

 Something Erotic: Caged ~New Release November Group Gift | Allyson Dwyer

Build:

~*Souzou Eien*~ The Crucible Dungeon Skybox | Draconias Timeless

La Boheme Chairsma Polish Free from November 1st to November 5th

Song Inspiration Chains by Tina Arena

~Beneath your beautiful

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?

Would you let me see beneath your perfect?

Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girl

I wanna see inside

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?

starry eyed

I met a girl about a year or so ago. She was a fellow blogger and often helped me via Blogger Support. I knew her, but I wouldn't say we were friends. We were on friendly terms. I can't say I knew very much about her other then I admired her, I liked reading her blog entries. I knew I wanted to know her more. Over the last few months I kept telling my Daddy, Cedric "I think you should get to know her better." We've always had kind of an open type of relationship online. I've never minded much when He had other girls on second life. Honestly! I had been watching this girl post on facebook about Guild Wars and roleplaying on Second Life two things that Cedric really enjoys but things I don't really "get". I thought this girl would be a good fit to His GEEK side. So they began talking.. and from that a relationship developed, not only between them but between her and I.  I just want her to know that we do see her as someone beautiful, that through her darkest nights and her darkest moments we'll be there to catch her when she falls. We'll fail sometimes, but we'll do our best. I just hope she lets us see beneath her beautiful, through her demons so we can help turn her nightmares into day dreams and more. 

Starry eyed

When Savvy and I began hanging out, I knew at some point I wanted to do a collaborative blog post with her. So when she put on the red dress from the October round of Kinky Monthly, I asked her if we could pose together. I was thrilled when she of course said "YES!" so I rushed over and I bought the black Lolita - Mandarin Dress. I really like this dress, what you can't see is that it's very peekabo, the backside is exposed. The poses we're using are . Infiniti .  avaialble at the October round of Romp

Sunday Morning

Of course, while we were snuggling and taking pictures I had to take pictures of our hands because she's now blogging for Dark Passions too. I love the new polishes that Miss. B is putting out. I love Halloween! These are available at The Nightmare until the end of the month. I'm wearing Bleeding your Religion and she's wearing Spell Casting both have MANY color options.

Poses used:

. Infiniti . Starry Eyed and Sunday Morning | Brandi Monroe

Events

Kinky Monthly Ends October 20th

Romp October 2nd - 16th

The Nightmare October 1-31, 2015

Namrah's Look:

Body:
Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro
Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle
Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:
Lolita Mandarin Dress | Missqwerty Pevensey @ Kinky Monthly



Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:
.:L&B:. (W) "Celtic Femme" Wedding Ring - Platinum v2

La Boheme: Santana Lumiere
Lip Stick: [LB Kissable Shimmer Lips] Set 1 - Cardinal 1

Hair/Eyes:
[^.^Ayashi^.^] Bekhi hair-Browns | Ikira Frimon
IKON Hope Eyes - Emerald | Ikon Innovia)

Like what you see on Savvy? Well check out her blog here to get her details. Diirty Dolls