~Coming Home

Baby, baby, baby

I'm coming home

To your tender sweet loving

You're my one and only woman

The world leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, girl

You're the only one that I want

It's been a crazzzzy few weeks. I finally got out of training for my new job and my hours flipped opposite of what Cedric's are, then on top of that we had the holidays. I have let so many people down over the last few months due to the fact that I'm not used to working. Cedric is always there for me, always has my back and I haven't been the best to Him. I've pushed Him away and those that trusted us. I've hurt a few people and that pains me greatly. But sometimes things just happen that are out of our control. With the upcoming weather I decided to take the day off to have a much needed "me" day. Since I stayed home, I wanted to slip into something a little naughty and a lot sexy so when Cedric got home I could meet Him at the door. I think he liked it as He pushed me against the glass of  His cabin and just drank me in. I was warmed by His love and His glance. 

This picture was a little bit darker then I wanted, but I dunno, I think it fits the lingerie rather well. I'm wearing Passion Red by Glitzz. This is a hunt gift for the CDH2 (Christmas Desire Hunt)

Sadly, this hunt ends on December 30th but you can find this gift in the main store of Glitzz 

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

[G] Passion | ℒϊssค βØЋм (lissa.bohm)

Hair/Eyes:

pr!tty - Navi - {Rootless} | Karla Marama  (former item from We <3 Roleplay)

IKON Sunrise Eyes-Celtic Green | Ikon Innovia)

Poses:
!bang - Nerds Win | Lυηα νση JυвιƖєє (luna.jubilee)

~Merry & Bright~

Hello Loverlies,

This time of year makes me so thankful for my family and my friends. This is our 9th Christmas without my dad so as the holiday fast approaches I think back and remember my memories of him, and the new ones that I have made with my SL Family. WOW. this year has been such a gambit of emotions from happy to sad to happy again, I'm thankful to all those who have shown me the true meaning of family and friendship. So to you, this holiday season may it be Merry & Bright!!!!

The last few months have been an emotional roller coaster. I realize how lucky I am, how blessed to have those around me. I hope they know how much they mean to me, and how often that without their love and their support I would have walked away. Also, I hope those that I have unintentionally hurt know that I never meant to hurt you, and that I am sorry for that. I've decided for my first New Years Resolution I'm going to work on being a better person, a better friend. I'm going to try and stay Merry & Bright, and I'm going to try to be the kind of friend I want my friends to be to me.

As I count my blessings, and am reminded of those that are in my life, blessed. I wanted to go home to my original sponsor. 2 Chez was one of the very first people I approached regarding blogging her items and I feel bad as it's been a long time since I have blogged for Gigi. She does amazing textures, and I love that she's also starting to create more for he maitreya body though I never had issues before, but it is still awesome to watch my sponsors grow and branch out. I can honestly say I'm proud of all my sponsors. Some I have become good friends with, and some I do what I need to do, (hopefully more sometimes!) and get the job done. I treasure my working relationship with my sponsors. Thank you for believing in me and allowing me to feature your items week to week, month to month. Truly, you're amazing. Kristy is a new release from 2 Chez, and it comes with a pair of shoes, and a texture hud. It wasn't to difficult to decided PURPLE for me. I am not wearing the shoes that came with the outfit though, I happened to like how the Reign boots looked with this dress so I kept them on. I hope you too will enjoy this wintry dress by Gigi.

La Boheme has some awesome hunts, sales going on in world in her store. More like Steals and Deals if you want my opinion on it but if you're looking for some new polishes for the holiday season, you should check these beauties out. :) (Deets below babes)

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

(2Chez) Kirsty Dress | Gisele Grizot

REIGN.- Mishi Thigh High Boots |  Oրհεlἶმ Kεղმძεε F. Rεἶցղ (kenadeecole)

Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:

[LB Christmas Spirit] OMNI Set - Slink Omega Maitreya | Santana Lumiere
Monthly Freebie~ Join the group to get this freebie, then leave if you want (Hey her words not mine) but these are beautiful nails and Santana always has great goodies going on. 

Hair/Eyes:

Truth Hair: Ryleigh | Truth Hawks

IKON Eternal Eyes - Sapphire | Ikon Innovia)

Poses:
!bang - stands 350-359 | Lυηα νση JυвιƖєє (luna.jubilee)
Last pose use with hands near face
 .Infiniti  Handy | Brandi Monroe
Sim Used:
Blaze Winter Wonderland

~The Words

All of the lights land on you

The rest of the world fades from view

And all of the love I see

Please please say you feel it too

And all of the noise I hear inside

Restless and loud, unspoken and wild

And all that you need to say

To make it all go away

Is that you feel the same way too

~Song by Christina Perri~The Words~

There are so many words that I wish I could say, sometimes I have them, sometimes they just fail me. Blogging helps express myself sometimes, and other times I get locked up in what is in my head and what I want and need to do. Today, I slipped into this warm turtleneck sweater by Kaithleens that you can find at Winter Trend until the 18th of Dec. Then snuggled into my guy because it was COLD! Catch me! which I found appropriate because sometimes I feel like I have been falling, falling falling, yet Cedric is always there to support me, pick me up, brush me off and tell me that it's going to be okay. Lately though it's been the other way around, I'm trying to be there for Him, to catch Him, and let Him know that it's going to be okay.

And all of the steps that led me to you

And all of the hell I had to walk through

But I wouldn’t trade a day for the chance to say

My love, I’m in love with you

Events

{Pose Lovers} Event Dec 1st to 28th

Winter Trend Ends Dec 18th
Winter Trend North
Winter Trend South

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

Kaithleen's Turtleneck Sweater - Red | Kaithleen Brody (zlyskritek)
(Sweater comes in Red, black, creame, blue, cold, wine, and white)
Essenz - Dallas | Senzati0n Domenitzo

Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:

DP - Koffin Nails -Winter Glam | BCreative Wilde @ Winter Trend

[White~Widow] Neverland - Black | Julie Hastings @ December 2015 Enchantement

Hair/Eyes:

Tableau Vivant \\  Starry Night \\ Ponytail - Browns | M4ri1yn Magic

Tableau Vivant \\ Starry Night \\ Crown Starry Night @ December Arcade

IKON Hope Eyes Emerald (mesh eyes) | Ikon Innovia)

Poses:

 [Shi.S.] poses ~Hand Poses | Ѕнιvλ (shiva.swords)

~Turn me on

Like a flower waiting to bloom 

Like a lightbulb in a dark room 

I'm just sitting here waiting for you 

To come on home and turn me on

~song by Nora Jones "Turn me on"

~I needed to kneel because I wanted to, because I was inspired too not because it was required. It was a deep ache within me. Kneel, show my submission. Show Him that I needed and loved Him. Lately though I haven't felt that need, that hunger, that inspiration and I know that it's something I need to refind. So I slid into this new body suit by Glittz. I slide my legs into the lacy, slowly pulling it up my body. Feeling it encase me. I took a deep breath, my eyes closed and I knew.. I knew , and I knew I wanted to kneel again. I felt elegant yet sexy. It plays hide and seek with your senses leaving you wanting, needing more. I continued pulling it up blushing abit as I saw myself in my bedroom mirror and could see part of my bottom, then slide my arms into the sleeves fitting it to the rest of my body. I was in love.. and I knew that Cedric would be pleased when He came home. 

So, as I waited, I sat in front of my mirror to apply my red lipstick because I feel every naughty girl needs to have red lipsticks, then a very carefully applied a heart to them wanting to express my heartfelt gratitude on how he makes me feel. (Okay cheesy I know even for me.) Then I painted my nails wanting to look pretty for Him. The lipstick was easy to do with La Boheme's help and my nail polish was done by Dark Passions. Many color choices to the lipstick and below are your color choices for the nail polish. Snowflakes and snowflakes with little skulls in the center. You can be elegant and gothic all at the same time!

The time was drawing near for Him to be home. I was excited, I was nervous but I knew that He'd be pleased with all my hard work. So I settled to my knees and waited.....

Events

We <3 Roleplay

Winter Trend Ends Dec 18th
Winter Trend North
Winter Trend South

Naughty Or Nice? Event -  1st-15th Dec

Namrah's Look:

Body:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

Outfit:

[Glitzz]  Eliza Body suit with sexy back necklace  - | ℒϊssค βØЋм (lissa.bohm) @ Winter Trend

Jewlery/Accessories/Makeup:

DP - Koffin Nails - Dark December | BCreative Wilde @ Winter Trend

La Boheme |Santana Lumiere

[LB Kissable Lips] Heart 1 @ We <3 Roleplay

[White~Widow] Neverland - Black | Julie Hastings @ December 2015 Enchantement

Hair/Eyes:

[e] Karee | Elika Tiramisu (elikapeka.tiramisu)

IKON Eternal Eyes~ Sea| Ikon Innovia)

Poses:

Pose-Something New/Something Erotic: SE~ Ho Ho Sexy Ho Pack ?Allyson Dwyer @ Naughty or Nice