Saturday, January 30, 2016

~I am the Fireeeee

Am I brave enough?
Am I strong enough?
To follow the desire
That burns from within
To push away my fear
To stand where I'm afraid
I am through with this
Cuz I am more than this
I promise to myself
Alone and no one else
My flame is rising higher

I LOVE the sound of a good motorcycle. I have to admit that I'm a Harley girl. I don't like to get on them though, but I admire them and the power behind them. When I was 15 I lost a very good friend to a horrible accident. It made me respect and fear motorcycles. I was probably in my late 20's when someone finally talk me on to riding on the back of his bike. I pouted, I stomped my feet, I cried but finally I knew that my friend would want me over my fear so I bravely put my helmet on, swung my leg over, and settled in. I clung. Thankfully, the friend took it slow, he drove me around the parking lot first let me get the feel of the bike, when I got a little more comfortable he hit the road. Oh lord it was free'ing. Was so much fun. Then later on I dated someone who had a bike who made me fear them again.. Meh. :) I still respect them though, and still admire them, I just don't want to be on one.

But on Second Life?! I can ride them without fear or inhibitions. This pose was a new release for Jan Pose Lover event, but I've been abit lax in my blogging and getting things done. Trying to adjust to a new job as well as other things. This pose is devine, makes me feel like I could conquer the world and be sexy while doing it. I knew when I got this pose then saw the Lapointe jacket at Project limited that I wanted to blog this. I love these types of jackets and can't get away with wearing stuff like this in real life so here we are! Second Life finds. :) The jacket has a texture changing tshirt under it so you can change the tshirt, you can also make the jacket just straight black too if you want.

And of course, I had to head over to Genre and get this new polish by Dark Passions called "The Prowl." It's jungle and my pictures do not do these pretties justice. I love the bright colorful colors. Makes me feel wild and free. 

<3 Namrah


◆Jan 15 - Feb 11, 2016
{Pose Lover} Monthly Event-
◆ Jan 1st Jan 28th  

Namrah's Look:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro
Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle
Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing


Blueberry - Mia Jeans - Tucked in Boots |  Blueberryxx- **At Mainstore**
L&B Swear "Cropped" Dia De Muertos | Paul Lapointe Jacket **previously at Project Limited**
REIGN.- Mishi Thigh High Boots Black | KenadeeCole **At Mainstore**

Truth Freya | Truth Hawks
DP - Koffin Nails - The Prowl | BCreative Wilde  **@ Genre **
IKON Hope Eyes- Paradise | Ikon Innovia)  **At mainstore**

Something New Poses& Props~Biker Chick | AllysonDwyer **@ January Pose Lover**

Sim Location: 

Thursday, January 14, 2016

~Devour Me

In the darkest of nights,
needing his touch
needing his hunger.
His hands upon my body
His hands in my hair as 
His mouth devours mine.
Touching, hungering,
Devour Me
~Namrah 2016

Something I struggle with in real life is my self esteem. I think that's one thing that I've enjoyed about second life is it's helped me become more positive about myself. I know that my body will never look like my SL avatar, and I'll never have beauitful blonde locks but what is important to me is that people get to know ME, the person inside that I am. That's how I met and fell in love with Cedric, we feel in love with each other, we had to work at our relationship because we didn't always have that daily touch physically in real life. We just had our words and our emotes in SL. We're together now and it's amazing. His touch still sets me on fire. I decided to slip into Alva which is the VIP gropu gift at Glitzz. I love how well her appliers fit, they match up so perfectly and the texturing is amazing. It helped me set up a sexy look for Cedric when I wanted to get his attention. 

The pose is called Next to you by !bang, this is available at ROMP and though it's not an exclusive it was a must have for my pose collection. I feel so safe when I'm in His arms, safe, beautiful, desired. I just want him to devour me with his eyes, his touch... 

Of course no outfit can be complete without the perfect polish and shoe. I decided to wander over to Oh My gacha and hit the Essenz shoe gacha. 75L per play which I think is pretty awesome for shoes. :) Especially when you're a greedy shoe whore like me. So many beautiful colors. Then I stopped in awe at Dark Passions gacha. SO many glorious new nails.. Squee! The set I'm wearing is the rare pastel pretties. Each common comes with three choices tartan and to spring colors. There are 2 rares. Each 50L per play and there's a total of 10 to collect. Just make sure you pick the right machine one is for slink and one is for Maitreya which I think is awesome you can buy what you need and not get a bunch of what you don't need. Here's a closer look (and yes there's only 8 in these two pictures below, the 9th is in the picture above)

Oh My Gacha Ends Jan 24th
ROMP Ends Jan 22nd

Namrah's Look:

Slink: Hands (Casual) Feet (High) | Siddean Munro
Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V3.0 | Onyx LeShelle
Skin: Glam Affair - Amberly | Aida Ewing

[Glitzz] Perla Black - | ℒϊssค βØЋм (lissa.bohm)  **VIP Group Gift** (100L join fee)
Essenz - Cameroon | Senzati0n Domenitzo **Oh my Gacha**

[e] Katharine | Elika Tiramisu (elikapeka.tiramisu)
DP - Koffin Nails - Pastel Pretties - RARE **Oh My Gacha**
IKON Hope Eyes- Paradise | Ikon Innovia)

!bang - Next to you | Lυηα νση JυвιƖєє (luna.jubilee) **ROMP**